AHHHHHHH!!!!

I have officially decided that my life is just…ugh. Chemistry is raping me, as usual. Studying…ish. Hanging in there, barely. Haha. That’s my life. College is supposed to be exciting and fun. Actually, it is. Sometimes. But other times, I’m swamped with work (papers, research, chemistry, etc), financial burdens, social issues, BROKEN COMPUTERS…and it’s annoying. But, you get through it.

Speaking of broken computers, my darling Mac baby (that is not so darling anymore) has finally decided to conk out. I don’t even know why I said “finally.” My laptop is so new that it’s still under warranty (and will continue to be under warranty for another 3 years). Sheesh. Way to be reliable, Mac. NOT. I’m so sad. My baby has done me well. For the most part. Stupid fan. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK?! Ugh. I don’t want to talk about it.

I digress. So, I’m bathing myself in hand sanitizer - yay swine flu - and drowning in chemistry. AND, to top it all off, my brain is filled with stupid things. Like this boy. Yeah, stupid things. Ugh. I shouldn’t be distracted from my studies with fantastical thoughts of being with this guy. Whose name shall not be disclosed. Because I said so. I don’t even know why I’m interested. He probably doesn’t even want to be my friend. He’s just talking to be nice. I’m so weird. AH! PITY FRIEND. He’s half Korean and half Russian. It’s so cool. IDK. There’s just something very appealing about his presence. I want to know him more. I want…I don’t even know what I want. I just don’t want him to not like me, you know? I’m obsessive. God, I’m rambling because I was initially using this post as a way to vent so I could study, but now I’m just using it to procrastinate. Again. Haha. Procrastination really does not end well, ever. It just results  in all-nighters. And those never end well (as we all know).

I’m going to study now. Not really. I’m probably going to just sit here and think about what’s-his-face…and then fail out of college.

GOD

- Victoria

…stop obsessing. Seriously.

Just a shout out to Notre Dame The Holy War has ended and boy was it an epic run. I hope those BC boys enjoyed their undefeated streak while it lasted because ND stomped all over them. Nicely played.

..That’s it.

Now I’m going to work for real…I swear.

“…that’s why it’s called MURDER…not muckduck.”

Hahahaha. Wow. I love The Office. I’m having an Office marathon right now. lol.

Okay, so I was going to post something long and substantial but I keep getting distracted. I have a crapload of stuff to study for the zillion exams (that are not even midterms!) this week. Ugh. FML. And I’m in the middle of a video chat with Sean. TOO MANY DISTRACTIONS. Alright. I need to get off. I don’t even remember what I was initially going to say here and I’m going to have to finish my Office marathon later…and I’m going to miss Gossip Girl today! UGH.

Anyway, will talk later!

Victoria <3

P.S. I want people to dance at my wedding the way they did at Pam’s wedding in The Office.

I’m actually not in my dorm right now. haha. I’m actually at a hotel near my dorm with the parental units. They decided it would be nice for them to come up for the weekend for “fall fest” or whatever. It’s been an interesting weekend, I suppose. I think I’ve been even more unproductive with my family around than I usually am on weekends. I am a little bothered by that because I have a ridiculous amount of homework and crap to do. UGH. Chemistry, you are most definitely ruining my life.

COLLEGE, YOU ARE RUINING MY LIFE.

Okay, enough ranting for now. I need to finish up my chem lab and all that junk I dread this.

I hope I survive this!

Victoria

I don’t know why I decided to make the title “FailBoat Monologue.” I guess I’m still suffering from a little residual delirium…which is unnecessary considering how I skipped my early Japanese class just for the purpose of sleeping in. UGH. Never again, I swear. I am way too distracted. It’s kind of gross.

- 8 hours later -

Yeah, I was in the process of trying to revise my demonic lens paper (for my writing seminar), which, of course, did not end well. I was like, 40 minutes late to class. HOW EMBARRASSING. But, I digress. I started writing this post during that frantic time period, and, as you can see, it did not end well. Hahaha. I wish I had one more day to work on that thing. BOO.

Anyway, the parental units are coming over for parents’ weekend tomorrow. I’m a little excited. Haha. I know they’re bringing goodies for me. Sweet! I already said this in my last post, though.

I’m currently video chatting, so I can’t really focus on this post. Next time, though! And now, I take my leave.

Ciao,

Victoria

P.S. I miss Japanese today. Again. It made me sad. Sekino Sensei must hate me. AH! And my writing seminar paper is crap. GR.

Yes, that was extremely necessary. I felt the need to do that because I realized that my title capitalization has been horribly inconsistent. I apologize for that. I guess the sleep-deprived delirium is to blame for that! Sheesh. I feel like all I talk about is sleep-deprivation. I need to find another topic. I 1guess it beats constant sex talk, right? I mean, eventually that either grows a. tiresome and boring (oh no! how can sex be boring!?) or b. embarrassingly awkward. Let’s avoid that.

Anyway, I just wanted to let the world know that I just washed away my most recent regrets (i.e. staying up this late…again) with an unnecessarily long, but totally worthwhile, shower just now. I feel so refreshed and clean! So much so that I feel like a new person…but equally tired, unfortunately. However, I *did* wake myself up with a little mouse-y fright. I really need to take care of my “new roommate” once and for all. I can’t keep living in constant fear like this! Sleeping in other people’s beds just can’t be an option anymore. I will get a reputation! GACK! The fatigue is returning. That was a short-lived burst of energy. I don’t like this. I have work to do still! UGH.

Also, I just spent the past half hour on facebook when I could have been productive…Procrastination, oh how I hate thee!

I don’t know what I’m saying. It’s time to get off.

Ciao,

Victoria

P.S. I’m tired of signing as “SMsgs.” I think it’s stupid. I don’t even know why I began to do that. It’s not even clever. It’s just one of those things you look and and sarcastically say, “Oh, you’re cool.” Haha. I have a real name and I fully plan on using it like a normal human being. Hence the change.

P.P.S. I just realized I could have totally chalked up the stupid signature thing to exhaustion! Oh well. Maybe next time. Except there won’t be a next time because I’ll be using my real name. Jesus. I need sleep. Night!

Hello world!

Once again, I find myself, regrettably, awake at a ridiculously absurd hour. And, once again, I am saying and doing absolutely illogical things due to my sleep-deprived delirium. This is sadly becoming my normal behavior. I forgot how to act like a fully functioning human being.

Anyway, I’d just like to say that my title has no relevance whatosever to this post. I hope I didn’t get anyone’s hopes up. Of course not. Nobody reads this anyway. I’m just proving a point that I can, in fact, maintain a blog by frequently posting in it. One of my friends believes that college is just too soul-sucking to allow for a blog. I disagree! Hence this blog. Of nonsense. That is besides the point. One day, I hope that my darling little blog will gain enough traffic so that I may sign up with Google’s nifty little ad program that will pay me based on daily website visits. This excites me.

But, I digress. The gist of this blog post is to let the world know that I have unsatisfactorily squandered today by being wholesomely unproductive in every way imaginable. Despicable! I have a growing mound of work that I must catch up on (especially by the weekend because the parental units have decided to come up for parents’ weekend. I really can’t complain because they’re bringing up EDIBLE GOODIES, which is every college student’s wish fulfilled). So, I have decided to lose a considerable amount of sleep in order to catch up on work. As a result, I will probably be inhumanly crazy later today and will most likely be walking around with half-assed assignments. What happened to my stellar asian work ethic? Damn it, college! You’ve ruined everything I’ve stood for! Morals! Work Ethic! You’ve taken it all.

In conclusion, I have but one thing to say: This will not end well.

Oh wow! This sounds strangely familiar! Oh wait. That’s because I’ve done this before! Clearly, I do not learn from my mistakes. I am like a truly insane person. I do the same things over and over again, expecting different results. Or is that a retarded person? Regardless, it is unfavorable to be either.

Hopefully I survive this,

SMsgs >.<

Dear Lord!

It’s practically 8 in the morning and I have ingloriously gone without sleep tonight. I have told myself time and time again that I would not pull anymore all-nighters. After each all-nighter, I manage to delude myself into thinking that I really won’t pull another one. I fear that one day, I will just drop dead from exhaustion. On the bright side, I have my dear roommates and one insane boy named Sean to keep me company. Haha. It’s the small things in life that count, right? I don’t know. Nothing I say makes any sense anymore.

I just have but one more thing to say.

This will not end well.

Ciao!

Why, hello there!

I’m adding yet another (potentially incomplete) blog to my collection. I don’t know why I feel this is necessary because I know I have a zillion unfinished, barely used blogs when I went through that strange blogging phase a few years ago. Anyway, I guess I’ll just chronicle my riveting collegiate life </sarcasm> haha. Wow, that was a superbly dorky thing for me to do. This is what happens when you stay up till an ungodly hour for no reason. Exhaustion gets to you and affects your brain in the most disturbing ways. I suppose I’ll post later!

Ciao,

SMsgs